Song In My Head...

Oh I don't believe it,
That I could be so deceiving
And bringing you down to feel this lack of loyalty.


So I guess an apology is in line for my recently departed friends. Since you've left, I don't know what to do with myself, and I know I've been coming off as a major jerk, and I'm sorry for that. I guess its just harder for me to get used to you not being here whenever i need you, or you need me, and I guess a part of me is slightly jealous. You got out of this small, dead end town and I'm still here, and it terrifies me that I might never get out of here. But at the same time I envy the fact that you got out, and were able to adjust so quickly and efficiently, which leads me to the fear of getting left behind in your life, and never having what we had this past summer again. But I wish you luck in your college bound lives and I hope that at some point ill be able to catch up and hopefully you'll still recognize me.

Singing out
-Brian-